Alright, I am in crisis mode, i am afraid of 30. Although people are saying the 30 is the new 20 but I am scared. I was trying to complete my list of things I wanted to have done and it dawned on me, "who am i kidding?" Well although i accomplished them all but the new career, I think I know where it is that I want to go and who I wants to be.
30, my twenties are gone... I noticed the other day that I am sporting a few grey hairs and some crows feet, I chalk it up to being someone who likes to have fun and my wild life has done this to me. I have invested in a few cosmetic brands that say it will "make your lines disappear" again... "who am I kidding?" Jeepers creepers some just direct me to the fountain of youth!
I think my biological clock is ticking, I am starting to think about children, Something I have never wanted in my life, now I am wondering if I should have them? Do I want to be alone for the rest of my life? Clearly I will never get married, but that's OK in today's times isn't it? To have a child without a partner? Artificial insemination? OMG my brain is racing.. I have three days to decide what the hell I have planned for the next 10 years, I am sure if I enjoy Blogging in 10 years you all will see another Blog about the fact that I have no kids, am alone and have even more hideous wrinkles.
Wish me luck fellow bloggers, as i speed into my 30's looking back every chance I get!!
1 comments:
Don't worry you will be fine. I am 5 months into my 30's and i am survivng. Nothing has really changed...still don't want kids, still don't want to get married and still don't have a life plan. Don't get so caught up with what you think you should want and just be proud of who you are and your independant nature!! Not everyone has the strength to go against the minivan majority!
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