OMG ITS COMING!!

Okay, here goes......
As sad as this may be, in just a few short months my life will change forever, knowing I can never come back, I am scared......I am literally terrified....I almost feel sick to my stomach.........
I sometimes sit and think about it so much, that I feel like I would like to cry..
Recently I watched a very sad movie which has kind of inspired me.. The Bucket List. As i stare thirty in the face (and feel like running) I have decided that I need to do something to get myself motivated. Although the bucket list was what they wanted to do before they die, Mine is "what I need to do before I turn THIRTY! with all respect to everyone older then I, to me Thirty is like dieing...........

Here is my list....AHEM

1)Find a Career I ENJOY.
2)Lose 30 pounds.
3)Decide If I want a baby (only two years left before that chance is out the window)
4)Travel to another country I have never been.
5)Be Debt Free... (to start all over again)


I have 8 months to complete the 5 things on my list...........I will keep you updated!!!