Feeling the Grip
So as I un-wantingly (I know thats not a word, suck it up) approach 30 I am feeling the grip of reality. I have often wondered why I waste such a great gift of being smart on Bell? I am feeling like I should be doing something better with my life in many aspects. I feel I should have a better career, I feel I should be buying a house rather then renting one for more then what a mortgage would cost, I regret feeling that I should be reproducing... Ok that was a lie, sometimes I think about the fact that, that's what everyone else my age is doing or has done already. I am afraid if i stay where I am I will have wasted everything I worked so hard for in College and in life. Does the feeling of not being satisfied ever go away? Will I ever truly be happy with what I have? Will I ever have the chance to be married and wear a wonderfully ugly dress that is suppose to make me feel like a princess? Sometimes I feel like I should be crawling in a hole and giving up as I have wasted so much of the time that I have here. I dont really remember the last 28 years of my life, Will I forget the next 28 when I am 60 or so? The world and thoughts of even having to be 60 scare the shit out of me. I hope that I will still be able to wipe my own ass then.....HmmmMMM.... After writing all my feelings down, I still have no answers....sigh........
Seriously.......
Seriously.......
There are way to many kinds of water out there today, there is the Vitamin water with the clever little sayings on the bottle and made to taste like juice , there is water from Figi, Artisan water, Skinny water, re filtered city water, water from the Swiss Alps water from Canada, USA, and every other country in the world.. While your in the store thinking of the eye catching bottle and deciding what country to buy your water from you should probably take a few seconds and think about the amount of water you buy in a year that is in a bottle and then realistically think about how many bottles in one year out of all the bottles you buy will you actually recycle? There is a growing number of plastic that can be recycled showing up in our landfills every day... There is no proven way that we can stop or fix the fact that mankind has ruined the earth and it will one day become non existent again but by everyone doing there part we can prolong this inevitable disaster we have created... Make a smart choice and go green and next time you are in line holding your heavy 24 pack of bottled water think about this blog. Also think about spending the 30 dollars and buying one of the metal, trendy bottles you see everyone with, not only will you be saving money, but you will be saving our planet :)
There are way to many kinds of water out there today, there is the Vitamin water with the clever little sayings on the bottle and made to taste like juice , there is water from Figi, Artisan water, Skinny water, re filtered city water, water from the Swiss Alps water from Canada, USA, and every other country in the world.. While your in the store thinking of the eye catching bottle and deciding what country to buy your water from you should probably take a few seconds and think about the amount of water you buy in a year that is in a bottle and then realistically think about how many bottles in one year out of all the bottles you buy will you actually recycle? There is a growing number of plastic that can be recycled showing up in our landfills every day... There is no proven way that we can stop or fix the fact that mankind has ruined the earth and it will one day become non existent again but by everyone doing there part we can prolong this inevitable disaster we have created... Make a smart choice and go green and next time you are in line holding your heavy 24 pack of bottled water think about this blog. Also think about spending the 30 dollars and buying one of the metal, trendy bottles you see everyone with, not only will you be saving money, but you will be saving our planet :)
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