When did loving someone become not enough?

So someone needs to answer me this question, "when did loving someone become not enough?" That is something I really need someone to answer for me. Through he last year and a half I have put forth more effort then I have ever had to, to make my relationship work with the love of my life. Things aren't sooooo bad but they definitely need some work. I have asked myself many questions like "do I need plastic surgery?" or "how about liposuction?" and "Do I need a better job to bring in millions?" I am unsure of what it is that I am doing wrong and I always get the same answer from my other half like "we are fine babe, no need to worry" But I have come to realize that we aren't fine, whether I find out from someone else or him, things are'nt fine and I have no idea what I am expected to do anymore?!? I thought by giving one person everything I had and loving that person more then they have ever been loved it would be enough, but I am starting to realize and fast that it isn't. I have had many boyfriends, most of which I have left in the past due to issues and baggage they came along with and although we all have our own baggage I thought as an adult you work together to clear it up. See neither my boyfriend or myself have had a picture perfect life and we have both made horrible decisions in our past that we have worked through either together or alone. Constantly I am reminded of mine through past friends and acquaintances, and this poses as a problem. I don't deal with things the way he does and now it is affecting our relationship...When is enough, enough? How do I know when I have went from the loving girlfriend to the piece of shit from the past? How do I prepare myself for what I know s just around the corner? For anyone who reads this blog, whether I know you or not, please leave a comment with your opinion (good or bad) so I can learn from it or change something...Your opinion matters..

Our 3pm break experience's at 7-11

Today as everyday Erin, my co-worker and I went on our adventure to 7-11 for our Slushie break. I will start with yesterday when Erin was propositioned by one of the bums outside the 7-11 then he continued to say "mmmMMMmm I love slushies" ya, like we care what you like, I would like for you to get a job. (none takes away the wonderfulness of Slushie break) So that right there made us laugh hysterically...Then that brings me to today 3pm break..Back at the 7-11 where there is a different rubbie everyday there stood a woman, a big woman wearing fluorescent orange crock style shoes, a bright pink and orange bathing suit and a tiny orange jacket, she too was begging for some spare change, as we walked out I hear snickering from the little devil beside me and all I hear coming from the filter less girl is "oh my god, I just saw some crotch" I start laughing hysterically thinking our fun is over when she belts out "that's what I was going to wear today" HAHAHA. Everyday there is excitement on our break, in that 15 minutes I have more fun and excitement then all day at work. Our break is the highlight to my day:) If you ever want some fun and excitement to fill your day just walk with us to the 7-11 and it will make your day.

Drug Addict, Alcohol Addict, Potato Addict.

Hello, My name is Angela and I am a Potatoholic.
Some people are addicted to drugs, some are addicted to alcohol but me, I am addicted to Potatoes..
3pm Slushie break and my friend Erin and I jump up and head off to the 7-11 down the road from our office for a wonderfully delicious Coke Slushie. We have a routine that I have become very very attached to, grab our Slushie, turn right and head down the chip isle. HmmmMMm what kind of Potato chip should I buy today? Dill Pickle? Ketchup? no no All dressed...AHHH too many decisions!! Oh my, if i cant choose there is always one kind that will fill the void..MMmmmm Nacho Cheese Doritos. They quick fix to just about everything. You see, where else can you go to get a Coke Slushie and a bag of chips for 3'09? That's what I thought. I have given up just about everything that is bad for me over the last month except Coke Slushies and Potato chips. Which by the way if you haven't noticed are so important to me that they get capital letters at the beginning of their names:) Who knew that a simple Potato grown in the ground could turn into something so special. After all how bad can it be for you if it is a vegetable? That's what I tell myself, I also tell myself if I am feeling a little guilty for cheating on my diet that "at least I am buying Doritos, they are half the fat, calories, and sodium as the other leading flavours on the shelf. " My love and addiction for Potato chips is also shared by my Friend Erin. These are 2 of my favorite things that I just cant live without. The sad thing, I may kill someone if it meant not having Potato chips for the rest of my life...So if you see me heading for the chip isle, don't try and stop me or you may get hurt :)

....Poo On Your Shoe....

Have you ever wondered why people lie to you? Have you ever wondered why you seem to be the piece of shit on their shoes? I am often known and treated like that nasty pile of shit someone forgot to pick up? Here is me in a nutshell, I am a little crazy, I am fun, I love to give people things when they least expect it and I love to make people laugh and smile. So why do I become the filth every time I lay myself out for someone I love? Because people are deceitful, mean and extremely unpredictable, I have decided today to be the bigger person and just let it all rest, soon I am sure I will be picking up the pieces of my shattered life and trying to glue them all back together, yes I am broken but people I trusted made me this way.